So many ups so many downs,
Wondering how I don't drown.
With all this negative shit that's around.
Look at the peace I found
I thought if I threw in the towel
The vision a just a be gone
I'm shown that
Living inside my mind my visions blurred
And I don't know jack
But never claim to
Had to cut ties from my old crew
Started seeing shit at new angles
Ain't make it any less painful
To move on and improve on
Myself and no one else if I can help it
All in all, they labeled me as selfish, felt this
Down deep in my soul
I weep and I grow
Unleash what I know
So I can reap what I sow, a garden
So heavenly departed from any other artist
A diamond in the rough and its tough
Cause I was disregarded
Yeah
I grind like nobody else grinds
Therefore I shine like nobody else shines
I'm me nigga
No matter the hurt, no matter the doubt,, no matter the pain.
No matter the trials or rather I'm down, I'm still in the game.
I give it my all and if it do fall, I'm taking the blame.
Ain't pointing or getting enraged, remain in my lane.
I'm spitting this shit the have nots, those who feeling so empty.
Don't be afraid to shoot your shot, it's gonna fall eventually.
I don't care if they get it or not, this ain't meant for them to see.
My vision is clear pure and sincere, had to survive just to get here.
Why should I fear.
When I got these women and warriors right on my side.
Angels on back and the front when I ride.
Showing affection ain't holding no pride, that's real love.
All of those doubts they sealed up.
Confidence I got this shit build up.
I don't give a fuck how they feel bruh.
No one alive can ever conceal us.
North Carolina MC Big Pooh tells it like it is, detail for gritty detail, aided by L'Orange, Steve Roxx, and Apollo Brown. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 24, 2015